When the Spirit Feels Low (Gate 55)

These last few days, I haven’t felt like posting.
The energy to share wasn’t there.
And instead of forcing myself, I let the silence be.

In Human Design, my Personality Sun is in Gate 55 — The Gate of Spirit.
It’s the central frequency I radiate into the world. And the truth about this gate is: the spirit moves in rhythms.

Sometimes it’s high, expressive, abundant.
Sometimes it drops low, heavy with melancholy.

That’s not a mistake.
That’s the wave of the Solar Plexus.
And Gate 55 carries it in its purest form.

This week I was watching a Disney+ documentary about the ancient stones in England — circles of stone and wood, built to align with the Sun on solstices. Those cultures understood that life itself is cyclical: light rises, light falls, and both phases matter.

My inner spirit is like that too.
Sometimes radiant like summer solstice, sometimes dark like winter solstice.
Both sacred. Both creative.

So if you also feel those dips in confidence, those days when you don’t want to show up — maybe you’re not broken.
Maybe you’re just living the rhythm of your own Sun.

Human Design Psychology insight:

Gate 55 teaches us that melancholy is not a flaw — it’s the soil of future creativity. The silence itself is fertile.

So if you’ve felt those inner low-tides… if your voice has gone quiet lately…

Here’s my invitation:

Don’t fight it.
Don’t fix it.
Instead — observe it.

The truth is: when your spirit drops… you’re not broken.
You’re being shown a rhythm deeper than motivation, louder than hustle.

And maybe—just maybe—it’s time to start the experiment of truly knowing yourself.

So. Question now:
When your spirit drops,
will you fight it,
or finally start the experiment of knowing yourself?